From the heart.

I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then she decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me...

My random thoughts. W00T.

Still looking for acceptance from everybody.
I swear I feel like an alien.
I just don't belong.
I mean, i enjoy my own time just as much as everyone else,
but like, to always be alone is tiresome.
I actually had someone to chill with friday which was awesome.
Chirs thank you for making me feel included.
Ugh, unfortunatly Douchbag wants his backpack.
So I have to see him monday.
I don't know why I dislike him so much.
I think its because I have no real reason to.
I mean I broke up with him because of his lies.
He lied about everything and anything.
And now he's said sorry, and i don't have any reason to be mad.
So all thats left is the love I still feel for him.
But I don't want to be with him anymore.
Hence, my dislike towrads him.
I think.
Who knows. I'm just trying to make sense of my life.
And now I feel totally lame.
Why?
Because I actually feel jealous.
Of my best friend!
How lame is that.
But its ok because i'm over it.
Not really but its so much easier to pretend.