So I've managed to get myself into a real mess.
There's this guy, (isn't there always?) and we have kinda started something.
I like him. But I'm not used to normal guys, and he's 21. The age doesnt bother me , it doesn't change who he is.
But he's a grown up. I feel so young in comparison. He's probably a he'll of a lot more experienced and knowledgable than I am in a lot of different areas. I don't know how to react to that. I feel inexperienced and lame with guys my own age, let alone his.
& he's best friends with my younger brother. & they both work at lloyds where I happen to enjoy hanging out. So idk.
I'm probably all freaked out for nothing, but still.
I have been so afraid to trust anyone since kolby, and I push people away.
Maybe that's what this is, I'm panicked because I can feel myself liking this guy.
Who knows.
What I do know is I'm spending Friday night home alone becuase everyone bailed on me and what I really wanted was to just go and see him.
:(
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