Wednesday, March 11, 2009

*sigh*
The one night a week a i actually get to see you
and you never even acknowledge my presence.
Its like I'm totally invisible.
Thank you for making me feel worthless, i greatly appreciate it.

Wellll....

Thats was interesting.
I need to go for a walk, i hope Jess can go after supper.
Or before.
Regardless.
Dude I fucking hate my phone.
Its a fucking piece of shit.
I cant wait to get a new phone, because i hate not knowing when or if its going to charge.
=(
BTW I hope your ok. I miss you and love you and your going to be ok.
Your just up in the N.E now, so I am going to have to come see you.
Because I love you and i want to see for my self your alright.
<3
I wish I could tell you straight up what I am thinking, but I can`t.
I dont know how you could be excited to move, but I`m happy for you.
I miss talking to you.

I feel very alone somedays, when I think about everything around me.
Its over whelming. I think I`m pushing to hard to soon, and I cant handle it.
I wish I could say i didnt see this coming, but i did.
*Sigh*