Dear Mr. Masochistic asshole

If you could kindly stop playing games with my head, i would appreciate it.
And do you think,
If its not to much to ask,
Could i have my heart back?
You know the one you ripped out and let your dogs use as a toy.
I am aware its probably not in the best shape,
poor thing never was from the moment we met.
And I know you claim that I hurt you,
but that isnt the case.
You hurt me, long before I left.
And you continue to hurt me now, long after I've gone.
But honestly I am aware that this is all of my own stupidity.
Stupid because I fell in love with you. -First(mistake) Love.
Stupid becuase I put up with EVERY single lie.
Stupid because I would do it all again in a heartbeat.
Regardless, if you could just stop, all of it.
Please do.
And if you happen to find any shredded pieces of me heart laying around,
mail it back to me.
Thanks so much.

Ok so anytime someone wants to slap some sense into me,
they are welcome to do it.
I wish someone would because im being stupid again.
AGAIN.
I reallllllyyyy just fucking fail.

I am a not so patient person

I still couldnt sleep last night.
And the second i woke up, (about five minutes ago)
I ran down here to see if he replyed.
Which he did. About 5 minutes after i logged off.
Fucking slutface.
And now I replyed to him.
And I am waiting for him to reply back to me.

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