Sunday, February 1, 2009

Hmmmmm.

This year I turn 16.
Tuesday actually.
And I've decided I want it to be different than last year.
I don't want to get kicked out or arrested.
I'm not going to touch pot or anything, ever. For absolutely no reason.
I don't want to drink. If I do, I don't want to get wasted.
Its a waste of time, and my abilities.
I want to work hard and succeed.
And I want to have fun while doing it.
Plus it wouldn't hurt to meet a great guy.
Which there is someone I actually have my eye on.
If it works it works, if not, who cares.

So far its been great, I'm off to a better start than last year.
This time last year I wasn't in school, and living with my 20 year old boyfriend.
And Me and two of my girlfriends got shitfaced for my birthday, and did some regrettable things.
But on the good side of that is I ended up dating one of them, and it was great, I love her as much now as I did then, I wish we still talked. I miss her.

This year I'm in school, Had a great, clean, wholesome birthday.
Which was totally kick ass!
Me and Jess went swimming and met up with Tim <3 and Jason.
Then went and hung out with Justin, Carson, and Donnie, skating.
And Garrett <3 gave me a hug and wished me a happy birthday.
Omg he smelled so great!


**So I read the rules
I think they are great.
And are totally respectable.
And so totally cute!
I really hope you find someone someday who fits your criteria.
And thank you because now wheels are turning in my head, creating some rules/thoughts/ideal characteristics of my own.