What if I said I cherish you? What if I said that I always will?

You wouldn't say anything.
You never do.
It's like I'm invisable.

I feel like i'm dying.
My fever isn't breaking,
I can't eat anything.
I'm so hot its disgusting.
My back aches, as my head does.
Plus i'm coughing and sneezing.
I havent moved all day, mostly because I cant,
I'm so sick of this couch.
And this is the fifth day in a row i have had a back ache and head ache.
So i'm going to the doctors tomorrow.
Which i'm not looking forward to.
I hate doctors.
This is when i wish i had a guy in my life.
Lol, he could come hold my hand at the doctors.
Because yes, i am that wimpy.
As much as i would love to have someone to take care of,
sometimes i need to be taken care of.
Regardless, im not looking forward to tomorrow.
At all.

BLECH!!