Dear _______

In reply,
By reading your blogs, (which i found by same way you found mine),
I feel the same way.
Reading your thoughts, I was reading my own.
I've been so curious about everything, and wanted to reach out and ask.
But you kinda like intmidate me. I'm not sure why.
Could be because i'm so shy.
So i'm glad you said something.
If maybe, you wanted to get to know each other, i have facebook.
I mean, I'm really not sure if its a good idea.
For a few reasons.
One being, how he would feel about it.
And maybe it would just be opening a can of hurt.
But it could also be helpful maybe.
I dont know.
So, yeah.
I really don't know.

Ugh

So I'm grounded.
No phone, computer, or having any fun in general.
Um I think I have a minor concussion from falling yesterday.
My head won't stop acheing, my vision is blured and I'm insanely nauseous.
I'm only at school because if I'm not here then i get in more trouble.
All I can hear in my head is his heartbeat.
And cuddling with my teddy last night, I swear I could still feel the rise and fall of your breathing.
And hopfully he doesn't think less of me.
And I am going to the liabray after school to get like fifty books so I actually have something to do for the next two weeks of absolute hell with my mother.

I think life massivley fails right now.

Well.

I quite possibly feel a little stupid.
And I'm like 80% sure it meant nothing to him.

Like no regrets or anything,
but maybe it shouldn't happen again?