Monday, January 5, 2009

Well I'm now sick.
Which is so great.
Um Kylas camrea is smashed.
But on the plus side Jessie is back. (Happyface)
Um oh and lets hear it for succumbing to bad habits.
Less important, smoking.
More important, Budding bulima.
Plus cooling my veins with liquid fire.
I have a problem.
Many actually,
But I'm not ready to recover.
At least I'm able to admit it.
Which i'm not really able to.
But on here, this being like the journal I always forget to write in under my bed,
its different.
Ask me to my face and i'll deny it.
As far as i'm concerned i have tryed being normal.
I've tryed medication,
hospitalization,
Now its time for self medication.
Anyone who has a problem with that can kiss my ass.