Yay.

Yay.
Omg today was so great, and its not over.
My dad had two interviews today.
And both wanted to hire him on the spot.
So he took the first one, because its a nice relaxed job.
Hes a senior something or other.
Regardless its awesome!
Its great job, doing something he enjoys,
but its kinda an office/work from home job.
Which means its easier on his heart.
I'm so thankful for that.
And whats funny is now he gets to go quit his job on monday.
And now me and Jess are going skating.
Which is awesome.
Hopefully Jay will be there.
I want Jess to meet him.
Mostly because he is the most perfect guy in the world.
Like for me.
Except for the same birthday thing.
I dont like that our birthdays are on the same day.
(Eeeeekk, 11 days till i'm sixteen!)
But hes tall, so cute, has pierceings
And is a friggen country boy.
He has a horse, (so beautiful)
And relatives who have a huge farm.
Hes great.

Happy sad face.

Well definitely the most interesting conversation i have had in a while.
I mean really.
I wish I knew why I didnt snatch him up when i had the chance.
He really is such a great guy.
Even though I dont understand whats hot about me sucking on my finger.
I really wish you werent going to marry her.
But your happy so i cant complain.
Much.
I didnt think men like you exsisted.
The kind that actually has a romantic bone in their bodies.
I mean how cute is it your proposing in Paris,
At night on the Eiffel tower.
(I mean thats only my greatest dream)
And the ring is going to be in a cowboy hat jewelery box.
(I didnt think i'd mention to you that i have the same one,
and that i use it on occaision to hold weed)
I wish more men were like that.
And I'm so excited that my opinion matters enough to want me to go
right shopping with you!
It seems that you have everything thought out.
I cant believe we talked for shit, like 6 hours.
Omg its 4 in the effing moring.
Time for bed.

(Txt you later amazing guy-who-befriended-a-small-scared-young-girl-and-stayed-friends-with-her-3-years-later-who-can-make-her-laugh-brightest-and-smile-till-it-hurts-and-who-can-just-be-ourselves-around-with-nothing-to-hide-becuase-we've-seen-each-other-most-vulnerable-and-its-brought-us-stronger-together-guy-i-can-never-call-my-own-guy-who-after-thursday-is-going-to-break-my-heart.)