Chocolate Sauce (Rated R)

I tie the blindfold around your head,
Your hands are tied to the posts of the bed,
Your shirt is off,
So is mine,
And your pants will come next,
Just give me some time.

You can see nothing,
But you can hear my deep breaths,
You relax with the sounds,
As my fingers run down your chest.

Small, light kisses along your lips,
Down your jaw line,
Your fingertips,
I gently suck on each lonely one,
Tonight is all about you having fun,
I brush my mouth across your lips,
My hands skimming gently over your hips,
You feel my warm breath in your ear,
Saying I love you so much, my dear,
I catch your ear lobe between my teeth,
A slight tickling throb,
And you start to speak.

I bring my middle finger up to your lips,
Pressing against them with just the tip,
“Sshhhh,” I whisper,
And I guide it inside,
Between your soft lips,
As I let out long, deep, sighs.

I draw it back out and kiss down your neck,
Your collarbone, your chest,
Wanting to taste our salted sweat,
But I have to wait,
And take my time,
Let the tension slowly climb.

You feel my movements,
And your dick, it aches,
It wants my warm tongue,
To taste its taste,
My pussy’s hot too,
And I want you to know,
So I take your hand down,
To feel the wetness below.

“See how much I want you?”
I softly say,
“I need your big cock inside me,
All the way.
Come on, lover, I know you want,
I want too,
But tonight I get to taunt.”

I begin to slide down your pants,
You raise your hips,
So I can glide them off,
With my fingertips,
I climb over you,
You feel my hot pussy against your strong abs,
I lean forward to kiss you,
You want to put your hands on my ass,
You can’t touch me though,
No matter how you try,
Your hands are tied,
You’re my prisoner tonight.

My kiss is sweet,
And you lick my lips,
Chocolate sauce you find,
And you suck it and sip.

Once you licked my lips clean,
My tongue joins yours,
You glide it inside my mouth,
And intensely explore.
I withdraw from you,
And put more chocolate on my lips,
Kissing you again,
All the way down to your dick.

I reach for some oil,
Warm it between my hands,
They creep towards your cock,
Giving the attention it demands,
You feel my soft touch,
You want more,
But the longer I tease you,
The more hardcore.

I want to drive you wild,
Make you need me,
So you’ll fuck me hard,
Make me scream,
Head to toe,
First soft and slow,
But fast and deep,
Letting our juices run and seep.

I bring you to my lips,
You feel my tongue,
Play with your crown,
Until you cum,
I swallow you all,
Creamy and warm,
Wanting all of you,
More, I perform.

I undo your blindfold,
But leave your hands,
As I lick off chocolate kiss marks,
And stroke your body with my hands.
I sit on the end,
Of our bed,
I want to fuck you,
But tease you instead.

I bring two fingers to my mouth,
My hands rub on my breasts and proceed to go south,
You watch me softly rub my clit,
Hear your moans,
And bite my lip,

I push a finger inside of me,
I imagine it’s your cock,
And you watch me play,
You’re hard as a rock.

Finally I can’t take it anymore,
I know your suffering,
So I bring your big dick to my door,
I rub against my clit,
With your head,
And deep inside of me,
Is where you, I led.

I grind on you slow,
Back and forth,
Up and down,
From south to north,
You want to touch me,
See my beautiful breasts,
Yearn to taste my nipples,
And feel my chest,

You watch your cock go inside,
And then back out,
You’re so hot and ready,
To fuck me until I shout,
You beg me to untie your hands,
So finally I do,
And pulling me close is the first thing you do,
You press my body against yours,
Feeling my skin,
Soft and warm.

“Get on your knees,”
Is your command,
I had my fun,
So I heed your demand,
I bend on over,
Showing you my ass,
You eat me out from behind,
And give it a smack,

“Come on baby, fuck me”
I tell you out loud
“Fuck me hard,
You’re more than allowed,”
You make me wait,
Its pay back time,
I need you inside,
So I beg one more time,
“Bang me like you mean it,
My tight little pussy’s all yours,
Get in there baby,
Inside my door.”

You grab my hips,
And thrust inside,
You hear my groan,
And begin to ride,
You have me screaming,
For more and more,
Hard and rough,
That’s what I'm for.

We both cum,
We kiss and cuddle,
Get into bed and softly snuggle,
Fall asleep in your arms,
While I hear you whisper loving charms,
And in the morning when we wake,
We’ll be at it again, the bed will shake.

I wish I knew

I wish I knew what to do from here.
I wish I could just understand.
I wish I could be half normal.
I wish I wasn't so afrid to just say yes sometimes.
I wish I wasn't so afriad that I won't ever live up to my potentital.
Which is weird because I can still hear one of my fourth grade teachers telling me I was one of her low potential students.
Along with my friend Megan, and look where she is now.
Dropped out coke head, like her mother.
And you should have seen her.
Shes absolutley stunning.
And she was so talented, a born leader, who even at age 9 had the abilitiy to draw better than most people three times her age.
All of it thrown away.
I am so confused about life, and love.
I'm sure someday down the road, it will make sense.
But for right now, I think I need to climb under a rock.

Blanket of stars (Rated R)

We go for a drive,
Late at night,
A blanket of stars,
A beautiful sight.

Your hand rests,
Upon my thigh,
Move up my skirt,
No need to be shy.

I close my eyes,
As I feel your touch,
And instantly,
Comes a surging rush.

You feel me wet,
Right away,
And smile,
As there aren’t words to say.

I scoot closer,
As you watch the road,
I kiss your neck,
Sweet kisses bestowed.

Run my fingers,
Through your hair,
And take you in,
With lustful stare.

My hand travels down,
From your strong chest,
Down to your pants,
Which I start to undress.

I reveal your shaft,
So hard and long,
And I stroke you lightly,
Gentle, not strong.

I lower down,
And skim soft lips,
Lightly over,
Just your tip.

I kiss and I lick,
Down the back,
Use my hands,
To massage your sack.

I take you in,
I take you out,
I tease you so
Your lust’s devout

You breathe so deeply,
As you drive,
But really, my love,
You’re on the ride

I move back up,
And spread soft licks,
Nibbles and kisses,
From your neck to your dick.

I feel your hand,
On my head,
Pushing gently,
I give in, instead.

Moving my hands,
In twisting motion,
Pleasing you with
Avid devotion.

I smooth my tongue,
Wet and slow,
Over your tip,
Until you blow.

I taste your cream,
As it melts on my tongue,
Devouring your candy,
As if I were young.

Bringing me closer,
You gently hug me,
Caress my skin,
And whisper you love me.

Your hand now,
Back on my thigh,
Moving slowly,
Making me high.

You lightly tease,
And fondle my clit,
I part my legs,
As beside you, I sit

I nuzzle your neck,
And whisper in your ear,
“Make love to me, honey”
You pull off to adhere.

The middle of nowhere,
In the calmness of night,
The blanket of stars,
Shining so bright.

We bring the blanket,
We spread it down,
And you pull me close,
Without a sound.

As I stand,
You strip me slowly,
Worshipping my body,
As if it were holy.

My shirt is off,
My bra undone,
And you slide off my skirt,
To finish what was begun.

Holding my hips,
As you drop to your knees,
Licking my thigh,
To lovingly tease.

You guide me down,
To the floor,
Part my legs,
And give me more.

Your tongue massages,
My every feeling,
Revealing emotions,
I was concealing.

Your finger now,
Sliding inside,
My hips move with you,
And gently I ride.

I moan so freely,
No one can hear,
Alone in the world,
With the one I hold dear.

You pull back,
And you take off your shirt,
The moonlight caressing you,
And your movement, inert

The pants come next,
You strip them down,
You begin to please me,
With just your crown.

I feel how hard,
How hot, how wet,
Your shaft is,
Against me, I’ll never forget

I pull you closer,
To make my yearning subside,
I want you so bad,
So I guide you inside.

I feel complete,
As you fill my void,
My fears and doubts,
Are now destroyed.

I gently move with you,
United as one,
The moon shines upon us,
Until the light is the sun.

Your body pressed against mine,
I feel you so strong,
And I feel so safe,
In your arms all night long.

Pulling you closer,
So deep inside,
I cannot resist you,
As in, you glide.

Making sweet love,
Feeling your skin,
Holding you tight,
Deep within.

Moving faster,
Cannot contain,
Our juices are pouring,
Out me, they drain.

“I love you,” you whisper,
Slow in my ear,
Almost so quietly,
That I cannot hear.

I kiss you deeply,
As my climax comes,
You feel my contractions,
They beat like drums.

You push into me faster,
Seeing me through,
And you know you’re close,
So you do not subdue.

“I love you, baby
Cum inside,”
I softly tell you,
As my legs open wide.

You thrust so deeply,
Devour my being,
You let me envelope you,
Which is so very freeing.

You release inside,
I feel you cum,
We have been loving so long,
That I feel numb.

I will never forget,
That night that was ours,
Alone, together,
Beneath a blanket of stars.

Smiley Face

On the plus side last night was great.
I already asked If i could go back next month.
I enjoyed helping so much.
I am so proud of Cindy to be moving out of there to her own place.
Like really. And even better, shes still clean!
=DDD
Me and Jess had a great talk last night.
But then we usually do, whenever we talk.
I have homework I'm going to go work on.
I almost feel normal, doing normal activities.
And sometimes it seems overwhelming, but if i can't handle something, then I just don't do it.
Like I was going to call T and ask if he wanted to chill today.
But I just didnt think today would be a good day.
I mean I've always spent valentines day alone, regardless of whether i had a bf or not.
Its just a depressing day, I cant stand it.
So as much as i want to see him, i'm better off here today.
And as for the other part of last night.
I.
Am.
Stupid.
But cuddling was great.
Even though I have so many questions running through my mind.
You.
Are.
So.
Confusing.
Anyway, Time for science!
Woot Woot.
(yeah, probably go watch tv.)

*Shakes head*

Happy 'Mistreat-love-so-you-can-waste-money-and-possibly-get-laid-or-rejected' Day!

Have a GREAT day! (<-- Sarcastic remark warning)

*Cringe*

I feel stupid, embarrassed, childish, moronic, senseless, humiliated and mortified.
I hope you don't hate me.
I wish you had listened when I said not to come.
I am probably going to go hide under a rock.

That girl can light up the room

life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances
you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you,
tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the
sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, smile till your face hurts, dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love...& most of all live in
the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets it's gonna be what makes you smile