*I am ridiculous.

Yeah, fuck that noise
Creeper.

Ok.

Its all ok.
I am going to make it.
Meanwhile on planet Xanax
Princess Vix is still srtuggling to feel accepted amoung the new tribe.
She feels awkward and weird.
But Stax and Aax are trying to make her feel welcome.

I swear if that boy is mad at me I will never forgive you.
Because yes, I told him everything.
Why? Because I was in a huff and he wanted to know what was wrong.
And yesterday I was sick, today he is.
Now I know that my illness was directly related to stress.
His, I have no clue.
And I miss him.
We haven’t really talked much.
We text long enough to say good morning and let each other know were sick and not going to be there.
And I am so afraid about what he is thinking.
Feeling.
And I feel like crying, but I can’t.
Because I’m in this stupid class.
And I don’t want to look like a dolt.
You might be thinking, well why did I tell him?
Because I am a fairly honest person. I do lie sometimes, I can admit that.
But if I don’t have to I don’t need to, and when something is bad enough to make me spend all fucking day puking my guts out, yeah I think it’s something I should be truthful about.
If not then that’s just one more thing eating away at me.
See, but now I’m worried because I haven’t seen him.
And he has to work like all day Saturday and Sunday afternoons he has training.
So yeah. And because he most likely wont be able to go out tonight since he stayed home today, I can’t see him tonight.
Now this, this is very disheartening.
Because I can’t gauge his reaction if I don’t see him.
And if he is acting indifferent, well I simply can’t tell.
And you are the root of all problems. This time.
Maybe I will end up hating you.
Who fucking knows. At this point I am not happy. Not at all.
Thank you so much.
I really want to drown you in tears and vomit.
Have a GREAT day.
Plus Devon killed Ant George.
Aaron and Kerry are still dating (I think) and neither of them wants to be.
Amanda and Jamie are still having issues.
And Steph took a really bad picture of me. Which will most likely end up on facebook.
*Sigh*

*Vomit*

Stress induced illness is not fun.
I have spent my morning throwing up.
Like really.
That was a load and a half.
Way to much for me to handle right now.
Especially after having an already emotionally draining day.
You knew I had a bad day. So why would you say anything.
Your thing of making me want to hate you, couldn't really work.
Despite the fact i hold grudges, your still too sweet to make me hate you.
Hope we can be friends,
Because forgetting about you isn't an option.
But I am going to be mad for a while.
But thank you, and I wish every happiness for you.
Hope life treats you well.

-Samantha

What The FUCK

Are you fucking kidding me?
Like really.
What would you say if i told you * **** ***, or that i was ******* ** **** **** ***.
Who says that?
Even worse who fucking takes it back?
I feel like slaping you with a large smelly fish.
I am so mad and so sad and confused.
Why the fuck couldnt you have said it at a different time.
This was not right.
And I don't think I'm going to sleep at all.
You have pulled some dick moves tonight.
The first, I excused.
But this is too far.
I can't do this.
Don't be shocked if i dont speak to you for a few days.

Oh the irony of being bullied on anti-bully week.

I am so sick of this shit.
Fuck you.
Jordan if you EVER spit on me agian,
or even mockingly do so, i dont care if i get suspened or expelled.
You will get your ass beat.
Like really, and thank you so much Mr. B for doing shit all.
Your lucky my mother doesnt tear a strip off you.
I hate the world at the moment and wish you all go die.
Except for :heart: Layne and Kerry, who enjoy making me laugh and smile.
You guys are great.

Hmmm.

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