Dude like really?
Really?
*shakes head*
FAIL.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Metamorphosis
She is small and hurt
Crying inside, completely alone.
She is trying to survive,
But she doesn’t know
She wanders in the abyss,
Trying to find the girl she used to be.
But that girl is gone,
If only they could see.
Everyday, a downward spiral
No looking up from here.
Falling farther, faster,
Consumed by nothing but fear.
Fear of the promises
That she could never live up to
Fear of the transformation
She could feel coming soon
She started blindly weaving
That cocoon around her tight
She just wanted somewhere to hide
To escape the eternal night
She realized she was warm and safe
Deep inside this shell
She trembled and felt the tears
As they began to swell.
She let them flow freely
Letting go of all the sadness inside.
Everything that had hurt so much
Was beginning to subside.
All the doubts began to fade
The darkness became clear
She wanted to welcome love
And live without fear
She was feeling stronger
For she had been reborn
She emerged from her shell
Unscathed and un-torn
With new grace and new beauty
She floats through everyday
She lives and laughs and loves
And thrives in everyway.
*My mom and the ladies at her work loved it.
Hope you all do as well.
Crying inside, completely alone.
She is trying to survive,
But she doesn’t know
She wanders in the abyss,
Trying to find the girl she used to be.
But that girl is gone,
If only they could see.
Everyday, a downward spiral
No looking up from here.
Falling farther, faster,
Consumed by nothing but fear.
Fear of the promises
That she could never live up to
Fear of the transformation
She could feel coming soon
She started blindly weaving
That cocoon around her tight
She just wanted somewhere to hide
To escape the eternal night
She realized she was warm and safe
Deep inside this shell
She trembled and felt the tears
As they began to swell.
She let them flow freely
Letting go of all the sadness inside.
Everything that had hurt so much
Was beginning to subside.
All the doubts began to fade
The darkness became clear
She wanted to welcome love
And live without fear
She was feeling stronger
For she had been reborn
She emerged from her shell
Unscathed and un-torn
With new grace and new beauty
She floats through everyday
She lives and laughs and loves
And thrives in everyway.
*My mom and the ladies at her work loved it.
Hope you all do as well.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Umm ok.
Wow, i really hope that wasnt refering to me.
If he really thinks that i hate him that much, then maybe i should give him what he asks for.
I'm not avoiding youth, or church.
I love going to much to do that, even if i was mad at him.
Because i spent one firday chilling out with my boyfriend, suddenly I'm not going because of him?
Thats bull.
Whoever wrote that, no offense, doesnt know me that well.
Because anyone who knew me well would know that no one will prevent me from doing what I like.
Besides, i dont hate him.
But Layne turns 18 in april, so I plan to continue going to teen night with him.
But I do plan to go back to the mustard seed, the second week of march, and i want to bring him bowling march 20th.
And then after that who knows what will happen.
If he really thinks that i hate him that much, then maybe i should give him what he asks for.
I'm not avoiding youth, or church.
I love going to much to do that, even if i was mad at him.
Because i spent one firday chilling out with my boyfriend, suddenly I'm not going because of him?
Thats bull.
Whoever wrote that, no offense, doesnt know me that well.
Because anyone who knew me well would know that no one will prevent me from doing what I like.
Besides, i dont hate him.
But Layne turns 18 in april, so I plan to continue going to teen night with him.
But I do plan to go back to the mustard seed, the second week of march, and i want to bring him bowling march 20th.
And then after that who knows what will happen.
=D
I love how He is the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep,
and how he is the first thing on my mind when I wake up.
Even if we dont really talk all day, we still always say good night, and good morning.
I doubt he knows how much it makes my day.
I hope he feels the same.
and how he is the first thing on my mind when I wake up.
Even if we dont really talk all day, we still always say good night, and good morning.
I doubt he knows how much it makes my day.
I hope he feels the same.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Like seriously
There is nothing i hate more than arrogant assholes who tear other people down because of who they are, or what they wear or their sexuality.
It bugs me right to the core.
Case in point, this jerk is being an ass, threatening to beat up a friend of mine because he is homosexual.
Being homosexual is not a big deal.
And if you do ever hurt him, you will regret it.
I mean what if being homosexual was normal, and being heterosexual was not?
Then you would bug the people who were hetero.
Its like, if you liked blue, but someone else liked red, would you torment them?
Probably not.
Because you are scared and uncomfortable doesn't give you the right to decide whats right and whats wrong.
Nor does it give you the right to make him scared and uncomfortable.
Your a BULLY.
And I will find a way to bring you down.
No, I'm not going to bully or harass you, because that would make me just like you.
Instead I will find a way to get people to rise up and make you turn your tail and run.
Just wait.
It bugs me right to the core.
Case in point, this jerk is being an ass, threatening to beat up a friend of mine because he is homosexual.
Being homosexual is not a big deal.
And if you do ever hurt him, you will regret it.
I mean what if being homosexual was normal, and being heterosexual was not?
Then you would bug the people who were hetero.
Its like, if you liked blue, but someone else liked red, would you torment them?
Probably not.
Because you are scared and uncomfortable doesn't give you the right to decide whats right and whats wrong.
Nor does it give you the right to make him scared and uncomfortable.
Your a BULLY.
And I will find a way to bring you down.
No, I'm not going to bully or harass you, because that would make me just like you.
Instead I will find a way to get people to rise up and make you turn your tail and run.
Just wait.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Teen night= Epic awesomeness
It was great.
Its been awhile since i have laughed and smiled so much.
I had such a great night.
Except the fat little jerks who fucking kicked me on the thunder run.
Your so lucky Layne didnt let me flip shit on you.
***Eeek, My Laynie :heart:****
What a sweetheart.
And yes i understand how mushy i am being, and yes, it even wants to make me gag.
But still.
:bigger heart:
:smiley face:
Its been awhile since i have laughed and smiled so much.
I had such a great night.
Except the fat little jerks who fucking kicked me on the thunder run.
Your so lucky Layne didnt let me flip shit on you.
***Eeek, My Laynie :heart:****
What a sweetheart.
And yes i understand how mushy i am being, and yes, it even wants to make me gag.
But still.
:bigger heart:
:smiley face:
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