Arg.

Today was almost flawless, except for the douch bag who pulled the fire alarm.
I was in fucking gym class.
In shorts!
And had to go out in -16 weather.
I was so totally not happy.
And then a friend(?) saw me with Layne.
And changed her facebook status.
Shes not happy about it. And I believe the staus was about it.
So yeah.
But it was funny to hear her brag about a certain someone saying she should quit smoking so he can kiss her.
Funny funny funny.
Whatever I am so over it.
Had a great night, parents like him, my mom is shocked I have found someone respectful. And umm yeah that covers it.
I have to get early... again,
So I gotta bounce.
PCE!

Today shall be satisfying.

Today shall be satisfying. Matt gets to die. I love having people who care and want to get even. I could handle it myself, but I know when to hold and when to play. This isn’t my time to play. But many of my guy friends will. And Holy broken wrist batman! Killer cast. Lime green to match our wonderful lanyards. Hope you get well soon Kassee. <3.
And guess what, I was up at five again, At school at like 6:45. I fail epically. And what’s worse is I enjoy it. And dude I am totally going to sneek out early to go see jeff and ryan quick. He said for a smoke, what they don’t know is I have quit smoking, so I can go freeze my tail off out there with them while they smoke. And then I am dutifully bound to help Kassee with lunch and I get to introduce her to all the people I met yesterday. I have a feeling it wont be too awkward. But Then it could also be totally awkward. So who knows. Layne gets to come over and meet the ‘rents tonight I can’t wait. I know they will just love him. He treats me right, he is normal, and he doesn’t have a criminal record. Plus he doesn’t smoke or do drugs, he drinks but not like he drinks to get drunk and be stupid. He is a Christian and goes to church and youth whenever he doesn’t have work or training. He’s a gamer. Hahaha and taller than me so mom will be happy. I really like him. We have stuff in common. He is great. =)

BTW DRAMA MUCH? Like sorry but no, i do not do drama.

Best/worst weekend ever.

Its always great to have the 2 people you hold near and dear be mad at you.
I understand why, but still.
Kinda hurts.
Guess i deserve it.
Why would I ever deserve to be totally happy?
But that's another thing, My mom.
She is so proud of me.
That is good.
I hope i just don't screw up.
Which i don't plan to.
But still.
It like walking on eggshells.
But I am so happy, I have accomplished;
Going to school,
Having friends (for the most part)
Having a normal relationship with my parents,
And yeah just being a normal teen.
And i had so much fun swimming, i can not wait to go back.
Unfortunately i have to.
3 Weeks.
So sad.
And i know i shouldn't be worried, but i am, about fitting in with his friends.
They seem very open and honest, and goofy and fun.
Still.
And I cant wait for him to meet my parents, his parents are so cool.
And so chill, like really, i felt so comfortable there.
But for a bit it was, you can sit Sam; You can relax Sam.
They don't bite Sam.

Thump-Thump. Thump-Thump.

Dude, ok so my tattoo was awesome.
It totally didnt even really hurt.
I feel like such a wipm when i think about how scared i was.
It just felt like being scratched.
And now it just feels sunburnt.
I wish i would have let you came, I mean it took five whole minutes.
My mom is going tomorrow for hers.
I really liked Del.
He was awesome, funny and sweet.
And despite being covered in tattoo's and working in a tattoo parlor he is a contry hick who likes to watch NASCAR truck series.
My mom likes him better than the gruff guy who did her last tattoo.

Wow...just wow.

Last night was awesome.
I love meeting new people.
I love having reckless fun.
I love being able to relax.
I'm happy.