Thursday, February 12, 2009

*Cringe*

I feel stupid, embarrassed, childish, moronic, senseless, humiliated and mortified.
I hope you don't hate me.
I wish you had listened when I said not to come.
I am probably going to go hide under a rock.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

That girl can light up the room

life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances
you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you,
tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the
sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, smile till your face hurts, dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love...& most of all live in
the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets it's gonna be what makes you smile
Good day.
Almost great, but this guy, like will not take the hint i dont like him.
At all.
My dad does not approve, but my mother is encouraging my to give him a chance.
Like really, my excuse is he is twenty.
My dad said eightteen or nineteen is ok.
And I knew he would feel like that.
It still has "teen" in it.
But yeah, I'm absolutely not gonig out with this guy on valentines day.
I have to babysit, thankfully.
So yeah. =)
But I had fun at the dance.
It was so funny, this guy I remember as the little blonde boy who would kiss my mom's
leg and cling to her.
And he was grinding all over people. it was great

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

No, Jessica I am not high. I'm happy.

Elvis <3 <3 <3

Once again your music has made me smile.

You don’t have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You don’t have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me
I can’t help I love you
But believe me, Ill never tie you down

-You don't have to say you love me By Elvis Presley.

Yes!

I am so happy; today is such a great day. With great friends, and awesome music. I’m totally happy, total peace of mind. Like despite packing to move-which is so depressing, and dealing with some people and totally PMSing. I am ok. I have never felt so happy, so at peace, so loved and accepted. It’s so weird to be smiling. Minus all the crying I did last night. Its been awhile (haha about four weeks), since I have fallen asleep crying. Pms makes me so weepy, its disgusting. Like really, who enjoys crying all the time? But anyway, I think this afternoon/evening i'm going out for a walk. Just because, despite I being cold I think is beautiful out. But I cannot wait for the rebirth of spring. Everything is just so new and wow. But yeah, me armed with my camera and I don’t know where I want to go yet, but my feet will take me somewhere.

Rawr

I am:
Sick
Tired
Wearing my sexy sweats (hahah, yeah *eye roll)
Moving on with my life.
SMILE =)