=)

I had such a wonderful day.
I did laundry.
I cooked dinner.
I worked out.
It was awesome.
Tomorrow I'm cooking again,
after I finish the house work.
Tonight I made steak, with baked rigatoni and Cesar salad.
It was great.
I feel so happy, drifting around doing simple stuff.
Like I enjoy helping and feeling useful.
But omg a miscommunication is leaving me uneasy.
I dont know what I'm going to do.

Nothing makes me smile more than having my head in the toilet all day.

So I'm not going swimming friday,
I'm going saturday, till about five, then me and Jess are going skating till midnight.
Swimming opens at like 8am so we shall probably go early.
And its like a mini birthday thing.
So I'm excited.
I mean since my birthday is on Tuesday.
(Yay Sweet Sixteen)
I really dont do birthdays anymore.
I always try to make big plans,
but then I always turn to something small.
Last three years its been just a few small friends skating.
Now I'm going swimming and skating.
Lol.
I've invited a few other people, but everyone seems to have plans.
But thats ok.
I dont need alot of people around me.
I'm happy with Jessica, since she's like my best friend ever!
So i'm glad I can still chill with her.

Oh lets add I hate the fricken dentist.
I dont even have wisdom teeth!
So why want to send me to a specialist to get them yanked?
Like WTF!
Like they are seriously not there,
not showing,
Not under my gums.
I don't have any!
And you took the x-rays,
you should know.


So now I'm afraid to go back.
Add that to the list of other things I'm scared of that I shouldn't be.
(Ex. Clowns!)

And so the battle begins!

I wonder how long this screaming match will last?
I cant take it, I need to get out of here.
Fuck.

Awww. <3

Hello darlin' happy birthday
I've decided not to give you a present this year
In fact I think it's about time I took some things away
I'd like to take away the suspicion that I know clouds your world at times
By giving you some faith to hold on to honey whenever your hand is not in mine

Happy birthday darlin' I've no presents no fancy cake
But I hope I'll make you happy with everything I take

I'd like to take away some of your lonely moments by spendin' more of mine with you
And I'd like to take away some of those so-so kisses
And replace them with ones that really say I love you
And I wanna take away the doubt you sometimes have about my love
By showin' more much more that I've shown lately
And then if someone had asked you what I've got you for your birthday
Well you can say why he didn't gave me anything but he sure took a lotta things away

Happy birthday darlin' I've no presents no fancy cake
But I hope I'll make you happy with everything I take

Happy birthday darlin' I've no presents no fancy cake
But I hope I'll make you happy with everything I take

Happy birthday darlin'


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4zixNUmH1M

Today. Including my almost stupid decision, my multiple falls, and priceless moments with the fam.

OK so this morning I wake up at ten thirty.
I lie there and i debated going to my exam.
Finally I get up and shower thinking that I am a moron for even thinking of not going.
So I showed up, looking amazing BTW, and sit down at my computer.
The test starts, and I realize that i didn't need to stay up late to study.
It was all simple stuff that we learned like the first three weeks.
The same basic stuff that was drilled into our heads for the following weeks up until now.
And the sources for the essay could not have been easier.
I was like wow.
And then, since i had to wear my lovely hooker boots because i left my normal shoes in the truck,
I fall on the ice.
Which shouldn't have shocked me since i fell repeatedly on the way to school.
And then after I get on the loud, kinda crowded bus and stand with a bunch of people near the back doors.
It was fine, until about the Husky.
Then I slide when the bus starts moving again, totally lost all balence, falling into the girl behind me.
Luckily I kinda knew her so even though I turned bright red, i wasnt all that embarrassed.
Well I wasnt till the guy sitting like next to where i was standing got up and told me to sit.
I was like Thanks, and then looked out the window turning my ipod up, and hoping no one was paying any attention to the cherry red that was my face.
**But thank you so much, who ever you are. It was a sweet gesture and I won't soon forget it.**
So i get home, and i'm doing the dishes.
And my ipod is turned up very loud so i didnt hear my parents come in.
And my mom comes up behind me, apparently talking and all i see is something bigger than my little dog moving towards me out of the corner of my eye.
And then she put her hand on the small of my back, I freak not knowing it was her,
so i scream and like jump away.
So we all go sit in the living room upstairs waiting to go get my brother from basketball.
Dad on one couch, mom on the other, me on the floor using Mr. Cuddles as a pillow.
Were watching Judge Joe Brown, and I'm laughing becuase its no long the good show it used to be.
Now its like Jerry Springer with a verdict.
But then we go get Justin.
It was funny,
Waiting in the parking lot we had my ipod plugged into the truck stereo.
And we were all singing along to "Only the lonely"
Which for anyone who doesn't have a clue what that is, its an old song.
From like 1960 or something.
My brother comes out and starts singing along.
So then we all drive to the mall, jamming out to this wicked song.
And then sitting eating dinner, Justin starts talking about home ec.
And how he needs sweater material so he can make a sweater, and mom asks
"what are you making?"
So we all start laughing because mom is blonde and not paying attention.
It was cute.
So then we are in Wal-mart.
(Yes I buy stuff from Wal-mart, who gives a shit long as its cute right?)
And Me and my mom go look at swim suits, and my dad and brother
go look at toy cars.
Tryed this purple thing on, hated it, so we were looking at this black and white thing when my dad and brother come back over.
And my mom is like holding it up to me, like over my boobs and stuff, lol like only a mother can do, and my dad and brother are like disagreeing about wheather my dad has this car or not.
And mom was like were kinda busy, and they looked at what we were doing and were like ok were going to electronics.
And to get to electronics from bathing suits you have to go through like bras and underwear and stuff.
So walking through my brother grabs this huge bra, my dad holds it up on my brother and yells over to us asking if it looks ok.
Well you should have seen the looks we got.
It was priceless.
In the end I bought this adorable black and white bathing suit (I love it)
My dad bought both cars. (turns out he did have one already)
And my mom was just happy to get home.
So yeah.
All in all it was a great day.



*Going swimming friday, @ LC. so far its me and my brother,
But anyone who wants to join is more than welcome.*

Amazing movie! Babylon A.D

With a crappy ending.