Problem.
No solution.
Great friend.
Awkward expirence.
No spark.
!!!!!!
On the plus side it was a good movie.

=))

Haha.
Ok the group was supposed to go skating,
which got changed to swimming.
And no one went.
Lol Jess and I went, but no one else did.
So me and her just had fun on our own.
Sorta.
Lol.
So we were just splashing around in the water,
and there was this guy.
Lol what we noticed first was how cute he was.
Then we noticed he looked kinda lost.
So i told Jess we should go say something,
and of course she agreed.
And yeah, he couldn't find his friends,
so we asked if he wanted company.
So we spent almost the entire day with this cute guy.
His name is Tim, and he lives in strathmore, and he has the hottest accent.
But when me and Jess ran to the locker and came back
his two cute friends/cousins were there.
And that was great.
We ended up having so much fun!
And wow.
They were cute.
Built.
Had such nice eyes.
And such amazing German accents.
And you know we got their numbers.
I cant wait to see them again!!!!!
Eeeeeee!

Yay.

Yay.
Omg today was so great, and its not over.
My dad had two interviews today.
And both wanted to hire him on the spot.
So he took the first one, because its a nice relaxed job.
Hes a senior something or other.
Regardless its awesome!
Its great job, doing something he enjoys,
but its kinda an office/work from home job.
Which means its easier on his heart.
I'm so thankful for that.
And whats funny is now he gets to go quit his job on monday.
And now me and Jess are going skating.
Which is awesome.
Hopefully Jay will be there.
I want Jess to meet him.
Mostly because he is the most perfect guy in the world.
Like for me.
Except for the same birthday thing.
I dont like that our birthdays are on the same day.
(Eeeeekk, 11 days till i'm sixteen!)
But hes tall, so cute, has pierceings
And is a friggen country boy.
He has a horse, (so beautiful)
And relatives who have a huge farm.
Hes great.

Happy sad face.

Well definitely the most interesting conversation i have had in a while.
I mean really.
I wish I knew why I didnt snatch him up when i had the chance.
He really is such a great guy.
Even though I dont understand whats hot about me sucking on my finger.
I really wish you werent going to marry her.
But your happy so i cant complain.
Much.
I didnt think men like you exsisted.
The kind that actually has a romantic bone in their bodies.
I mean how cute is it your proposing in Paris,
At night on the Eiffel tower.
(I mean thats only my greatest dream)
And the ring is going to be in a cowboy hat jewelery box.
(I didnt think i'd mention to you that i have the same one,
and that i use it on occaision to hold weed)
I wish more men were like that.
And I'm so excited that my opinion matters enough to want me to go
right shopping with you!
It seems that you have everything thought out.
I cant believe we talked for shit, like 6 hours.
Omg its 4 in the effing moring.
Time for bed.

(Txt you later amazing guy-who-befriended-a-small-scared-young-girl-and-stayed-friends-with-her-3-years-later-who-can-make-her-laugh-brightest-and-smile-till-it-hurts-and-who-can-just-be-ourselves-around-with-nothing-to-hide-becuase-we've-seen-each-other-most-vulnerable-and-its-brought-us-stronger-together-guy-i-can-never-call-my-own-guy-who-after-thursday-is-going-to-break-my-heart.)

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Wow.
Ok so today, I just woke up feeling fine.
After days of agonizing pain,
Its almost completly gone.
But Its starting to hurt a bit now.
I over did it today,
but it was worth it.
The cake for my dad turned out awesome.
Well for my standards.
So I'm going to just take it easy tomorrow.
Because I want to go skating.
I havent been ice skating in years.
And oh em gee.
Me and Jeff are going to go ride unicorns next wednesday.
I cant wait.


Heres the cake.

What if I said I cherish you? What if I said that I always will?

You wouldn't say anything.
You never do.
It's like I'm invisable.

I feel like i'm dying.
My fever isn't breaking,
I can't eat anything.
I'm so hot its disgusting.
My back aches, as my head does.
Plus i'm coughing and sneezing.
I havent moved all day, mostly because I cant,
I'm so sick of this couch.
And this is the fifth day in a row i have had a back ache and head ache.
So i'm going to the doctors tomorrow.
Which i'm not looking forward to.
I hate doctors.
This is when i wish i had a guy in my life.
Lol, he could come hold my hand at the doctors.
Because yes, i am that wimpy.
As much as i would love to have someone to take care of,
sometimes i need to be taken care of.
Regardless, im not looking forward to tomorrow.
At all.

BLECH!!